Aku stress harini..

I lost my hard money..penat gheja smpai cramp kaki2 duit boleh hilang. Tetekan betoi.. Moga2 berkat duit2 yg lain..

Simple

ive changed my password and then deactivated my fb accnt. No chance of going back.. Now i can focus on my own life..
Aku pon xtau padia password tu.. Bole retrieve tp leceh la. Lega. Xpayah dok sibuk hal org yg takpenah aku cakap.

Next month will be my e day. Ill be engaged to the love if my life. Insyaallah. Aku nak yang simple2. Just wanna do my own makeup. No veil and absolutely no crown or wut so ever. Nak cincin ja.. Bapak, aku mahu kawin. Its so damn hard to tell ayah about this geli2 thing. Betunang kot. It took me a while to confront him n first time telling was a massive step. Gila malu nak cakap nak betunang dan kawin kot!!!

anonymous

i was literally anonymous for 15 years.
but somehow my parents managed to put me through all the education systems. i was officially rusputih when i was 15. i got my first Ic when i was 17.
why?? its all happened because of my name. my mom wanted to name me russhatiroh(my younger sister was named after this name) and my dad wanted rusputih. so they left me anonymous for a year before they two reached the decision to name me rusputih. by that time, it was to late. the officer put "tiada bernama" on my birth cert because of the late registration. i only knew that when i was 13. i used to be mad at my parents because all of these. but now i'm grateful for this just add 1 more chapter to my short life.

i just love maryam and azizah, salmah perhaps. tapi dia nak ka? nnt tak pasai2 tak bernama pulak anak aku.

penyusah tanpa rasa bersalah

penyusah tanpa rasa bersalah..
budak manja yang suka mengambil kesempatan yg memudahkan diri sendiri,
kau bijak memanipulasikan kelebihan dan kebaikan orang demi kesenangan peribadi,
kau putar kau belit kau selit demi niat yang tersembunyi,
asal kau boleh senang angkat kaki berlari,
samseng dengan cara yang senyap biar orang memberi,
tanpa nampak beriya iya mengemis menyusun jari,
ingat orang tak sedar buat tak peduli.
nanti bila sampai masa kau ambil kesempatan lagi,
ingat sampai bila kau nak kena caci berkati-kati dalam hati,
sebab nak bagi tau takut nanti kau terasa cabut lari.
sapa pulak nak bodek kami hari-hari...

kalau nak senang
jangan susahkan orang.

dari aku yang sering tak puas hati dengan kau si penyusah tanpa rasa bersalah!!!

Money

I know not much about money.. But one thing for sure: money makes you do things you dont wanna do!
Not that i hate teaching, but i love other things more. But i cant quit teaching cos i need the money and i kind of like teaching a bit!
If i dont need money tht much, i will pursue my long lost dreams! I need money for now.

Katie Melua - No Fear of Heights

i love this song..

Umbrella karma

I'd read this post from 1 awesome blog: 1000 awesomethings. 1 of them is umbrella karma and i found it very fascinating.

Umbrella karma is when you lose your umbrella somewhere but then randomly find another one somewhere else.

Whoops, left your rainshade in the restaurant? No worries, there’s an extra one in your front closet from last week’s party. Shoot, did you leave yours at the back of the bus? Well don’t worry because there’s six of them in the corner of this coat rack.

Let your mind slip back and remember all the umbrellas you’ve left under movie seats and in taxi cabs over the years. Smile because you’re part of our great big Secret Shared Umbrella World and we’re all looking out for you. So don’t worry next time you forget your umbrella somewhere… because we’ve recorded your donation and we’ll leave another one out for

And 1 of the comments caught my eyes:
There is an umbrella movement all about paying it forward with umbrellas! I found out about it when a kind soul stopped their car while i was walking in the rain to give me a spare umbrella with a simple request that I pass it on the next time i see someone without one and dont need it :) and I got too