facts about smile.

1. A smile is a universal expression of happiness and recognized as such by all cultures.
2. A smiling person is judged to be more pleasant, attractive, sincere, sociable, and competent.
3. Happy people generally don't get sick as often as people who are unhappy.
4. Smiling or even seeing somebody smile releases endorphins that work in the brain to give an overall feeling of well-being.
5. People are born with the ability to smile. Even babies born blind smile.
6. Adults laugh approximately 15 times per day, while children laugh about 400 times a day.
7. It takes only 17 muscles to smile, compared to 43 muscles to frown.
8. Women smile more than men.

FAQs.

rusputih?rushitam tak dak?
jawapan aku = kena ada ka?

rusputih? rusmerah ada?
jawapan aku = ada..bla bla bla. (tipu la tu)

rusputih? ayah nama apa? mak nama apa?
jawapan aku = ruslin. azmah

rusputih? peliknya. sapa bagi nama tu?
jawapan aku = ayah bagi sudah semestinya.

rusputih? tak putih pon.
jawapan aku = xdak jawapan. sengeh ja.heheheh. sebeb rasa mcm kurang sivik punya soalan(tapi dalam hati py jawapan = cucuq badak tak dak badak pon)

mula-mula memang muak dengaq. lama-lama dh dapat jwb dengan automatic..cuma masa sekolah rendah memeng satu isu bagi aku. yerla budak2 darjah satu mmg jahat. suka ejek aku rushitam. sampai satu tahap aku tak mau p sekolah kalau mak aku tak tukaq nama. time tu memeng benci sungguh rusputih.tapi last2 kalah gak. kena paksa gak p sekolah. redha ja la, rushitam pon rushitam la. sekarang ni, aku suka nama aku. rusputih.

sudah la.blah dah.

bole blah la klau tak bole nak coop.
tak hingin sudah.
malas serupa kambing nak mandi.
perasan semua cantik hensem.
luaq cantik ayu sopan.
malu hilang, janji terbang, agreement melayang.
gelak saja sekarang.
apa bole buat.
dah blah pon.
p dok dikalangan rumpun negeri sendiri.
selamat la kalian dikalangan bahasa sendiri.

history repeats itself..

i always remember this moment: the time before i went to school. every morning my mom and i would buy nasik lemak in front of 1 car wash at jalan day. so very near smkdso.one tiny little dog would always chase us. takot gila walupon atas moto sbb laju siot anjing ni lari.., the story happened in 1997, in one fine morning, on our way to that nasik lemak stall, we met with a bunch of students sitting togather wif their school uniforms. and they were smoking even the sun was still asleep during that time. my mom( who was a teacher during that time) went there and said "bangun! buang rokok tu.kamu semua jgn isap rokok depan saya!" something like that la. the boys were very big. and my mom was a petite woman. but still the boys stood up and threw their cigarettes and went away. and we continued our journey to the stall. just like that.

and just now, my roomate and i went out for dinner wif her bicycle. i was carrying her. on our way back home, we met wif a bunch of kids(mind u that there were still under 12) loitering at the park.they were very small kids. wearing t-shirt and kopiah, songkok,so i assumed that they were supposed to be at mosque during the moment. and they were smoking!!! well i just saw one them smoked. and some were lighting the cigerrates. so i stop and said to them" woi, kecik2 lagi dh pandai isap rokok!! apa nak jadi ni.hampa dok mana?? sekolah mana? balik. balik. nak kena report ni kat sekolah hampa. mak nama apa. ayah nama apa. kluaq abih loghat utara aku. geram betoi. aku rasa baru darjah 3 4 budak2 ni, sebab kecik sangat..tapi melawan gak budak2 ni.dak, tak mau mengaku.kata mane ader.mane ade. dengaq kata aku nak report polis terus cabut. haila.. children nowdays are so advance la..scary.

preety oh my..

my oh my, why oh why.

smile oh why you ain't smile.

cry oh why you always hold.

spit just say oh what's holding you.

try and pry never say why.

again,

cos the one you have now ain't there for last.

the match-making in heaven.

10 soalan ciplak

1.Kenapa Tarzan tidak mempunyai jambang?

2.Kenapa juruterbang Kamikaze memakai topi keledar?

3.Kita tahu kelajuan cahaya, apakah kelajuan kegelapan?

4.Kenapa ada istilah ‘tidur seperti bayi’ sedangkan bayi akan terjaga setiap 2 jam?

5.Kenapa pembakar roti di’rumah kita mempunyai setting untuk suhu yang tinggi sehingga mampu menghanguskan roti?

6.Kenapa lampu peti ais hanya ada dalam ruang sejuk, bukan ruang sejuk beku?

7.Kenapa irama lagu A,B,C,D,E,F,G… dan Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star sama?

8.Kenapa kita sering menekan butang lif lebih dari sekali?

9.Kenapa kita tekan butang remote lebih kuat walaupun kita tahu bateri hampir habis?

10.Kenapa anda mula berfikir untuk 9 soalan di’atas yang tidak sesekali membawa apa-apa perubahan?

makanan disini

ubi kayu cicah sambai ikan bilis ngan ikan sepat masin. mkn ramai2 dalam satu pinggan mmg menambahkan perisa.mkn di open house.so heaven. sebab dapat rasa pedas manis masin dgn secukupnya.klau kt kedah makan ngn nyok or gula. pon sedap. tp xda rasa pedas2 manja la.

p/s: papadom is soo damn boring. 2 hours and what did i get? hmmm..ntahla.nak kata lawak sikit sgt yang aku gelak berkualiti.nak kata sedih xmeremang pon bulu mata. but khiriah was the saviour in this film though her scenes were so little. mcmnala filem ni bole menang award byk sgt..

the unborn feeling

never existed.
never been seen.
tears and laugh are no where near.
hard to feel when nothing is touched.
the big lost snatched everything real.
words gasp to be heard but.
where are you.
ended in silent.
living me with mixing thoughts.

jumaat

jumaat datang seminggu sekali..
aku suka hari jumaat sebab kalau aku kat aloq staq bermakna permulaan cuti hujung minggu.
tapi kalau kat sini maksudnya waktu sekolah singkat dan pelajar lelaki semua berbaju melayu bersampin dan bersongkok.kemas dan segak. guru-guru lelaki melaram pakai baju baju melayu bagai..
jumaat juga bermaksud esok hari sabtu dan cuti.
jumaat yang sangat bless..
aku suka jumaat..

a mother's love

qoute from angela's ashes book:

a mother's love is a blessing

no matter where you roam.

keep her while you have her,

you'll miss her when she's gone.

easy to say,,hard to fulfill

promises..
feels light on your mouth but tonnes on shoulder..
todays okay but tomorrow "did i say that?" become very innocent..
most can say almost anything but how many stick to that thing?
comes with a lot forms;
but means the same..
Promises.

1 down, 2 more to go..

shila n her hubby..

so happy for her..

leaving all the single memories behind..

to a whole new chalenging world..

pray for ur happiness now n always..

perasaan serba xkena

harini, 2 org student aku kena sepak terajang n penampaq jepun dr cikgu displin.. sepatutnya waktu tu depa p solat zohor kt surau tp surau penuh dgn bdk2 motivasi..so bykla yg amik pluang lepak2 kt tepi tangga..aku hantaq la sorg bdk p pangge smua bdk2 pengambil kesempatan ni..so ad la yg balik.tp still xcukup korem lg...tp tu la org kata kan melawan lg ckp cikgu, xkisahla cikgu yg setahun jagung pon still ada kuasa cikgu..2 org bdk td dgn slambanya kuaq ikut pintu blakang menuju ke kelas sebelah..tp ak dh xkuasa nk thn kehendak naluri bdk2 ni..
bila dh lama ak beri peluang, ada lg sisa bdk2 kt tangga.aku p la pangge bdk2 degil td.ak dh telupa sebentar bdk 2 org yg kuaq ikut pintu blakang. bila aku dh dpt bdk2 td aku halau mcm cowgirl halau lembu2 masuk kandang..mcm 2 la bdk skrg..
tp dr jauh ak dpt lihat 2 org student aku sedang mengadap guru displin yg plg garang dalam sek.ak sendiri takut nk tgk muka dia yg ada iras2 benji tp version yg sgt garang. dgn gaya xbesalah aku lalu dpn penghadapan td.yela mstla dia tetanya2 awatla kelas aku xdak cekgu..bdk2 begelimpangan.suspen jgak td.
nk diajdikan cerita bdk 2 org td dok lepak kt kelas sebelah yg xdk cikgu jgak n xdk bdk..so apa lagi, mmg masak la bdk2 2 kena makan sepak terajang n penampaq..mmg ganas.ak mmg xsmpai hati nk tgk..ak bt2 mengajaq menatang apa pon xtau la..sj nk alih pehatian diri sendiri.tp ada jga la rasa senang sbb bdk2 ni td ada sakitkan hati ak..tp kesian sbb yg kena tu bdk2 kecik..depa 2 masuk ngn muka merah padam thn sakit n malu.sorg dh bergenang ayaq mata(mmg kecik bdk ni, xdela nakal sgt) yg sorg lg nmpak mcm tegejut..bdk ni nmpak mcm nakai cket tp under control, aku kt dpn xtau nk bg reaksi apa..tgk ja..pastu mulut gatai jgak nk ty ap jd??
2 2 diam..yg sorg tu dh menitis ayaq mata..sakit wey..aku cubit cket pon dh terangkat ni kan plak kena terajang smpai berubah tempat. pastu ak pon start la ckp sebab musabab tejadinya benda tu tnpa sedar yg mulut ak tersenyum sinis..mmg xsedar..
"pergh(bdk2 yg xda kaitan pon menyampuk. kt cni mmg depa gemar ckp pergh! klau ad benda2 yg depa xpuas hati) cikgu suka dowh klau tgk kitorg kena pukui" tesentap jap ak..betoi ka ak suka? ak xda la jht sgt..
"eh, mana ada..sy lg suka klau dpt pukui kamu sendri" br puas hati"
diam smua dgq penjelasan yg kurang yakin dr mulut aku yg senyum dlm paksaan..
ak xtau perasaan yg sebenar..suka ka ak tgk anak didik ak yang ak anggap mcm adik2 yg masih kecik kena smpai mcm tu..tp xpa, benda tu smua fizikal..xda kesan dalaman..apa yg depa bt kt aku ni yg menyebabkan inner bleeding.long term beb.tp bisa sembuh klau depa phm apa yg aku ajaq..tlgla phm..satu hari dpt blajaq 1 benda pon jdla..serius!

y i love parit betak for now..

the students..their differences..n school on friday..wua bole blik awai..1205 beb..

the presents i got during teacher's day..

gurls power..mind u that the head prefect of this little school is a gurl okey..

the creativeness of the this one teacher, he can pull out almost anything n turn them into something that u can really enjoyed.

golf in parit betak!!! who can imagine that..

this was a mural competition.never in my own schools life i encounter this kind of comp n yet this little school did it..all wif the effort of the students.n guess wut? puteri Islam won this comp..though i'm in krs team i'm still proud..well, gurls power rite..

and so many more yet to be discovered..not so bad ha..sekolah ni..klaula sek ni bole cabut pastu tanam kat aloq staq..kan bes.cabut skali ngn bdk2 n cikgu2 dia..

halaman rumah

pisang sepokok..

ihsan tuan rumah..

tp hasilnya masih belom tau sapa yg punya..

masih byk ruang kosong..

serai, pandan, limau purut belom..

perlu diisi segera..

kerana disini semua berkira..

seiikat serai 5kupang ada.adala dlm 2,3 kerat.

daun limau purut pon dijual juga..

aku n iswal semakin desperate nk jd pekebun muda..

nk tanam di tanah yg sekangkang kera ni cuma..

tp cangkul n cakar menantu tuan rumah yg punya..lewat sehari msg reminder tiba..minta dipulangkan semula semua herta meghedak dia.,mcm la nilai cangkul tu bole kurg klau tgn2 awek2 muda yg guna.pagi td habih 1 pasar lambak kami ronda..hajat nk cari anak2 pkok cangkul n cakaq berguna..tp last2 sayoq2 bayaq gak kt maknya..

mahai nk mampuih..ada ka kacang buncis segenggam rm5, dua ketui brokoli rm10, asparagus senggam rm10, halia, timun, tomato, petai cket ja, kobis bunga, kobis daun, kobis perpel smua skali rm57!!!mmg gila..gila mmg gila..sayoq sja rm57..tu pon utk stock seminggu.xmasuk g bawang kejadah lg.bknnya beli kt tmpa berhawa dingin pon..peluh berambu rambuh terjun but still the prices here are so dam expensive.mcmna la ak nk blanja bdk2 klau hidup ak pon tepaksa berkira..

klau kt aloq staq ni 57 ni bole beli skali ngn tokei2 tu apa..

mmg seumuq hidup ak xpenah beli smpai mahai mcm ni sayoq..rasa mcm nk sepak diri sendiri ja..

bila la aku dpt tukaq blik ni..nk p market pknk..murahnya..fresh plak tu..

lama sgt dh ak xmkn ikan temenung..

sushnya nk dpt ikan temenung kt cni..

roti curi

today, half of boys in my class were called after the morning assembly cos they stole bread and cikedis at koperasi.. wut a shock cos some of the boys look so innocent. then when i entered the class later in the afternoon, i gave a little ceramah to them..of cos most of them denied it..but of the students said that "teacher, tu sy cari lama dh..skrg sy dh xbuat lg" n the other one said "sy dh curi 4 kali teacher, 3 kali kantoi, sekali lepas"
hmm..then i asked them y..to be precise, 3 of them said they dont bring any money to school. thats y they steal.

movie that worth spending your time with...

whats eating gilbert grape..

GUESSES: Fall asleep on the couch? Clip their toenails? Pluck their armpit hair?

ANSWER: Cry. That’s right, even guys are sensitive sometimes and need to cry some man-tears.

but not that sobbing cry la..

Plot: Gilbert Grape is trapped in a small town with his neurotic sister, extremely overweight mother, and a mentally-handicapped brother about to turn 18. His life is going nowhere, until he meets a girl with a wild spirit.

Gilbert Grape is a classic and strong movie...u will love this movie..

some of the critics:

The film received positive reviews from critics. On Rotten Tomatoes 32 out of 36 reviewers marked the film as "fresh", thus giving it a mark of 89%.[3] New York Times film critic Janet Maslin praised DiCaprio's performance, writing "the film's real show-stopping turn comes from Mr. DiCaprio, who makes Arnie's many tics so startling and vivid that at first he is difficult to watch.... The performance has a sharp, desperate intensity from beginning to end."[4] Roger Ebert of Chicago Sun-Times described it as "..one of the most enchanting films of the year" and said that DiCaprio deserved to win the Academy Award for which he was nominated.[5] Todd McCarthy of Variety found the film a "bemused view on life" and remarked that "Depp manages to command center screen with a greatly affable, appealing characterization."[6] Washington Post's Desson Howe thought the film was an earnest but highly predictable effort.[7]

juki

juki..

missing u make me think..
the sound of your breath..
zeezeezeezeezee...
the beauty that we have created togather..
shila's white engagement dress..
the promise that i made before i knew that reality is always win..
no matter how hard you denied the facts..
the secret weapon that u n i share..
through day and almost night..
the time that we spent togather..
from the day i brought u home, our home..until something that we call reality came..
the money that i can make by manipulating u..
that's what make i even miss u..
juki..juki..juki..

cash and carry..

tghari yg dingin setelah hujan turun dgn galaknya..dlm
keadaan renyai2 kelihatan wanita tua sedang melambaikan2 tgnnya tanda ingin
ditumpangkan..dalam keadaan begini smua manusia yg mmpunyai kenderaan berbumbung
akan terasa utk memberhentikan kenderaanya dan menumpangkan nenek td walaupun
dia dseberang jalan..nenek td ak tumpangkan walaupun kami berlainan arah n
tujuan..setelah masuk nenek td xabis2 mengucapkan terima kasih yg tidak
terhingga..katanya dh berpuluh kenderaan yg dtahan, drpd motor hinggala
kenderaan yg xterbilang tayarnya tp tidak mendapat tindak balas
sepatutnya..habis basah bajunya dek terkena percikan air gara-gara pecutan laju
kenderaan2 td.itulah luahan hatinya..

aku mendengar dgn penuh rasa simpati..katanya dia ign
kepontian tp menukar arah tujuan dsaat2 akhir setelah tersalah maklumat
berkenaan dgn bantuan drpd kebajikan masyarakat.jd dia ingin ke rumah idah*
terpaksa dirahsiakan nama sebenar kerana aku sendiri terlupa*. dia ign ke
rengit..setelah penat mendengar cerita yg sama berulang kali, aku bertanya
dimana nenek td ingin dturunkan..tp tiada respons dr nenek td.dia terus bercakap
n bercakap dn bercakap..bila d ty mkin laju dia becakap..sehingga ak tepaksa
mengetuk tingkap cermin..tp dia hy tegelak smbil menepuk2 bahu kiriku smbila
berkta " terima kasih nak..klau xda anak td xtau la mcna makcik nk ke rengit" ak
semakin risau kerbau..mana xnya, rengit dh nk masuk ni..last2 ak bt keputusan
utk berenti jer kt tepi masjid depan tu.tiba2 makcik td ckp"ctu2 kt dpn masjid
tu..lega perut ak..ak pon benti je kt depan tu..dgn senang hati makcik td
turun..dlm hati ign juga kuberi not rm5 sehelai sepinggang yg setingan
ddlm dompetku krn esok gaji masuk..tp tiba-tiba nenek td ty ak"anak ad duit??"
dgn pantas ak bls "xdak" setan ap yg rasuk pon xtaula..ak tepaku kaku jap..nenek
td berlalu perlahan dek kecewa dgn perangai bakhilku..tp ak bkn
keddekut.ak cuma tegejut sbb dia meminta...hmmm..ntahla..5 jer pon..esoknya
kereta kecilku di sodok dr depan oleh bontot kereta jiranku..hmmm...nasib
nasib..cash n carry tu sekejap jer..

mood+cabut

diwaktu tghari yg sgt sgt la mengantok..
di setting kelas terakhir yg acapkali kosong diusia senja..
tiba2 ad suara halus yang agak kasar kedengaran;
"alah cikgu sy xcabut balik sbb sy ada mood..klau xda mood dh lama sy cabut!!"
tehempas hancur telinga cikgu yg mendengarnya..mujur kuasa melantun yg dikutip dr bdk2 sekolah ini bijak dimanipulasikan oleh guru td..ucapan td dibiarkan melantun keluar melalui cermin nako yg rongok berselang..xterfikirkah dia yg mood cikgu td dh lama terbang sewaktu guru td membelek buku rekodnya utk melihat jadual kelas yg perlu diajar..tp dibuang jauh perasaan td dgn harapan harini lebih kurang org yg cabut lari..mmg harapannya tercapai kerana bdk yg slalu cabut lari td tiba2 muncul kerana moodnya baik..

kura-kura yang bersyakwasangka..

sebuah keluarga kura-kura merancang utk pergi bekelah..kura-kura mmg sangat lembab dlm segala hal secara semulajadi jd perancangan perkelahan ini mengambil masa selama 7thn..akhirnya setelah 7thn family kura-kura ini pon meninggalkan rumah utk mencari tmpat yg paling sesuai utk berkelah.setalah 2thn mencari barulah mereka menspot tempat cun utk bekelah..

selama 6 bln silembab family kura-kura mengambil masa utk mengemas kwsn itu dan menyediakan segala peralatan dn makanan utk bekhemah. tengok2 depa lupa bwk garam. bak kata pepatah "perkhemahan tanpa garam merupakan bencana"..so depa besepakat utk mengambil blik garam drumh. setalah bemuzakarah dgn pnjangnya depa besepakat utk menghantar kura-kura yg plg bongsu skali kerana dia adalah yg plg pantas diantara kura-kura yg kemut. kura-kura bongsu itu besetuju utk pegi dgn 1 syarat depa suma kena tggu dia blik dlu br depa bole melahap..semua kura-kura td besetuju. masuk thn ke3 kura-kura bongsu td masih blom pulang..thn 5..thn ke 6..bila masuk thn ke7 anak kura-kura yg paling tua tu dh xtthan kebuluq lg..dia pon dgn selambanya mengumumkan utk makn jga tanpa menunggu kura-kura bongsu td..

tiba-tiba kura-kura bongsu td melompat masuk smbil dgn tanpa rasa besalah berkata:

"tengok aku dh agak dh hangpa smua xkn tggu aku utk mkn skali.xbaik tau xpegang pd janji.klau lembu bepegang pd tali, kura-kura kena la bepegang pd janji..skrg br ak nk p amik garam..igt, jgn makan slagi ak xblik!!!..

dialih bhsa drpd: utusan konsumer

moral of the story: ad dikalangan kita yang membuang masa menunggu org lain utk melakukan perkara mengikut harapan n impian kita. kita juga terlalu mengambil berat tentang kehidupan org lain sehingga kita ni yg dok melenggak tnpa melakukan apa-apa..

new tenants..

mula2 aku xksah klau ad yang nk lepak dlm bilik tu sbb i'm not even there for a very a long time.but suddenly katil br masuk..it means it will continue to for a long time..then out of the blue she called them "new tenants".still its so damn ok to have new tenant as long as they dont change anything but that is so not possible!! there'll be no 'wut so call my room' anymore cos there isnt..benci betoi..juki now at the back of the room where all the clothes di sumbat.n juki will not have her privacy anymore cos there were never a privacy pon.but atleast she used to be the center of evrything in the room.but not anymore now!! thanks to the new tenants.
juki juki..
bilik kt sbelah sana kan ad lg..
xkan ak nk p berebut plak kot..
cukup la dgn perebutan yg sedang berlarutan skrg..
blik nnt buat batu jer la masuk blik yg dh xmacm bilik..
bilik tu akn betoi2 jd mcm hospital spt yg ayah gelakkan.
but every cloud has a silver lining..my silver lining is so far much important than this crap which is:
"the awakening of our little house"
the little house with a lot of beating hearts"
so cant wait to go home..

choose

why do we have to choose?
btwn two things that we know we cant choose..
cause there're no much diffrent if we chose either one..
still we have to choose to fit the world that we think we belonged to..
where there is no choice at all..
whether we like it or not..
whats left is what we get..
so which one do we have to choose??
chocolate or coklat??
anyone??

great by 24

i'm not yet 24..still missing couple of days n still figuring how to be great before that age..

credit to: k.ina for this great book that i still havent finish..

very inspiring