Sunday, March 25, 2012


If you were here, u'll definitely be my first choice.
But you weren't.
You are now way too far in a better place.
If you were here now, i bet we will be the best friend ever,
It will be you i parade around, it was your secrets iwill threaten you with.
You are my best mate, my best secrets keeper, my sponge tears, my punch angers, my everything.
Our last day wasnt the best moment to remember.. I pray for you every now and then. I just love you in a way no one will ever understand.
It's between you and me. Between our own codes. Between our own nights spend together. Between our morning call moments. Between us.
You and i. I just wished i treated you differently. I should treat you the way i wanted they to treat me not the way they treated me. I am sorry.
I love you. Will always do.

Wednesday, March 7, 2012


today, i just want to type. no special purpose. well, just now, someone texted me and asked me about my days during my school year. this someone said that someone had told him i was always being late to school. it took me awhile to freshen up my junior high memories. oh yes. i always came late because back then, my only transport to school was the HBR bas(a public transport). i had to wake up as early as 530 am to be able to catch the 630 made everything harder, i had to walk along the creepy alley(which was somebody's backyard) to reach the bus stop. and at 630a.m, it was still dark. sometimes i woke up late. and i'd missed the bus. or sometimes i was there on time but somehow the bus was packed like hell. and i ended being late. not everyday but maybe once or twice a week. the blue people(prefect la tu) wrote my name and asked me to collect rubbish around school compound.luckily during those times, there was no STUDM(sistem tadbir urus displin murid)where every little or big rule u break will go online and will stay there forever. Even KPM can access ur year was not the best time for me. not that i hate school years, i just dont cherished that moments that much. i like the matric's life more.