Tuesday, August 18, 2009

1 down, 2 more to go..




shila n her hubby..

so happy for her..

leaving all the single memories behind..

to a whole new chalenging world..

pray for ur happiness now n always..

Monday, August 10, 2009

perasaan serba xkena

harini, 2 org student aku kena sepak terajang n penampaq jepun dr cikgu displin.. sepatutnya waktu tu depa p solat zohor kt surau tp surau penuh dgn bdk2 motivasi..so bykla yg amik pluang lepak2 kt tepi tangga..aku hantaq la sorg bdk p pangge smua bdk2 pengambil kesempatan ni..so ad la yg balik.tp still xcukup korem lg...tp tu la org kata kan melawan lg ckp cikgu, xkisahla cikgu yg setahun jagung pon still ada kuasa cikgu..2 org bdk td dgn slambanya kuaq ikut pintu blakang menuju ke kelas sebelah..tp ak dh xkuasa nk thn kehendak naluri bdk2 ni..
bila dh lama ak beri peluang, ada lg sisa bdk2 kt tangga.aku p la pangge bdk2 degil td.ak dh telupa sebentar bdk 2 org yg kuaq ikut pintu blakang. bila aku dh dpt bdk2 td aku halau mcm cowgirl halau lembu2 masuk kandang..mcm 2 la bdk skrg..
tp dr jauh ak dpt lihat 2 org student aku sedang mengadap guru displin yg plg garang dalam sek.ak sendiri takut nk tgk muka dia yg ada iras2 benji tp version yg sgt garang. dgn gaya xbesalah aku lalu dpn penghadapan td.yela mstla dia tetanya2 awatla kelas aku xdak cekgu..bdk2 begelimpangan.suspen jgak td.
nk diajdikan cerita bdk 2 org td dok lepak kt kelas sebelah yg xdk cikgu jgak n xdk bdk..so apa lagi, mmg masak la bdk2 2 kena makan sepak terajang n penampaq..mmg ganas.ak mmg xsmpai hati nk tgk..ak bt2 mengajaq menatang apa pon xtau la..sj nk alih pehatian diri sendiri.tp ada jga la rasa senang sbb bdk2 ni td ada sakitkan hati ak..tp kesian sbb yg kena tu bdk2 kecik..depa 2 masuk ngn muka merah padam thn sakit n malu.sorg dh bergenang ayaq mata(mmg kecik bdk ni, xdela nakal sgt) yg sorg lg nmpak mcm tegejut..bdk ni nmpak mcm nakai cket tp under control, aku kt dpn xtau nk bg reaksi apa..tgk ja..pastu mulut gatai jgak nk ty ap jd??
2 2 diam..yg sorg tu dh menitis ayaq mata..sakit wey..aku cubit cket pon dh terangkat ni kan plak kena terajang smpai berubah tempat. pastu ak pon start la ckp sebab musabab tejadinya benda tu tnpa sedar yg mulut ak tersenyum sinis..mmg xsedar..
"pergh(bdk2 yg xda kaitan pon menyampuk. kt cni mmg depa gemar ckp pergh! klau ad benda2 yg depa xpuas hati) cikgu suka dowh klau tgk kitorg kena pukui" tesentap jap ak..betoi ka ak suka? ak xda la jht sgt..
"eh, mana ada..sy lg suka klau dpt pukui kamu sendri" br puas hati"
diam smua dgq penjelasan yg kurang yakin dr mulut aku yg senyum dlm paksaan..
ak xtau perasaan yg sebenar..suka ka ak tgk anak didik ak yang ak anggap mcm adik2 yg masih kecik kena smpai mcm tu..tp xpa, benda tu smua fizikal..xda kesan dalaman..apa yg depa bt kt aku ni yg menyebabkan inner bleeding.long term beb.tp bisa sembuh klau depa phm apa yg aku ajaq..tlgla phm..satu hari dpt blajaq 1 benda pon jdla..serius!

Saturday, August 8, 2009

y i love parit betak for now..





the students..their differences..n school on friday..wua bole blik awai..1205 beb..









the presents i got during teacher's day..










gurls power..mind u that the head prefect of this little school is a gurl okey..








the creativeness of the this one teacher, he can pull out almost anything n turn them into something that u can really enjoyed.
golf in parit betak!!! who can imagine that..









this was a mural competition.never in my own schools life i encounter this kind of comp n yet this little school did it..all wif the effort of the students.n guess wut? puteri Islam won this comp..though i'm in krs team i'm still proud..well, gurls power rite..

and so many more yet to be discovered..not so bad ha..sekolah ni..klaula sek ni bole cabut pastu tanam kat aloq staq..kan bes.cabut skali ngn bdk2 n cikgu2 dia..




halaman rumah


pisang sepokok..
ihsan tuan rumah..
tp hasilnya masih belom tau sapa yg punya..
masih byk ruang kosong..
serai, pandan, limau purut belom..
perlu diisi segera..
kerana disini semua berkira..
seiikat serai 5kupang ada.adala dlm 2,3 kerat.
daun limau purut pon dijual juga..
aku n iswal semakin desperate nk jd pekebun muda..
nk tanam di tanah yg sekangkang kera ni cuma..
tp cangkul n cakar menantu tuan rumah yg punya..lewat sehari msg reminder tiba..minta dipulangkan semula semua herta meghedak dia.,mcm la nilai cangkul tu bole kurg klau tgn2 awek2 muda yg guna.pagi td habih 1 pasar lambak kami ronda..hajat nk cari anak2 pkok cangkul n cakaq berguna..tp last2 sayoq2 bayaq gak kt maknya..
mahai nk mampuih..ada ka kacang buncis segenggam rm5, dua ketui brokoli rm10, asparagus senggam rm10, halia, timun, tomato, petai cket ja, kobis bunga, kobis daun, kobis perpel smua skali rm57!!!mmg gila..gila mmg gila..sayoq sja rm57..tu pon utk stock seminggu.xmasuk g bawang kejadah lg.bknnya beli kt tmpa berhawa dingin pon..peluh berambu rambuh terjun but still the prices here are so dam expensive.mcmna la ak nk blanja bdk2 klau hidup ak pon tepaksa berkira..
klau kt aloq staq ni 57 ni bole beli skali ngn tokei2 tu apa..
mmg seumuq hidup ak xpenah beli smpai mahai mcm ni sayoq..rasa mcm nk sepak diri sendiri ja..
bila la aku dpt tukaq blik ni..nk p market pknk..murahnya..fresh plak tu..
lama sgt dh ak xmkn ikan temenung..
sushnya nk dpt ikan temenung kt cni..

Monday, August 3, 2009

roti curi

today, half of boys in my class were called after the morning assembly cos they stole bread and cikedis at koperasi.. wut a shock cos some of the boys look so innocent. then when i entered the class later in the afternoon, i gave a little ceramah to them..of cos most of them denied it..but of the students said that "teacher, tu sy cari lama dh..skrg sy dh xbuat lg" n the other one said "sy dh curi 4 kali teacher, 3 kali kantoi, sekali lepas"
hmm..then i asked them y..to be precise, 3 of them said they dont bring any money to school. thats y they steal.