history repeats itself..

i always remember this moment: the time before i went to school. every morning my mom and i would buy nasik lemak in front of 1 car wash at jalan day. so very near smkdso.one tiny little dog would always chase us. takot gila walupon atas moto sbb laju siot anjing ni lari.., the story happened in 1997, in one fine morning, on our way to that nasik lemak stall, we met with a bunch of students sitting togather wif their school uniforms. and they were smoking even the sun was still asleep during that time. my mom( who was a teacher during that time) went there and said "bangun! buang rokok tu.kamu semua jgn isap rokok depan saya!" something like that la. the boys were very big. and my mom was a petite woman. but still the boys stood up and threw their cigarettes and went away. and we continued our journey to the stall. just like that.

and just now, my roomate and i went out for dinner wif her bicycle. i was carrying her. on our way back home, we met wif a bunch of kids(mind u that there were still under 12) loitering at the park.they were very small kids. wearing t-shirt and kopiah, songkok,so i assumed that they were supposed to be at mosque during the moment. and they were smoking!!! well i just saw one them smoked. and some were lighting the cigerrates. so i stop and said to them" woi, kecik2 lagi dh pandai isap rokok!! apa nak jadi ni.hampa dok mana?? sekolah mana? balik. balik. nak kena report ni kat sekolah hampa. mak nama apa. ayah nama apa. kluaq abih loghat utara aku. geram betoi. aku rasa baru darjah 3 4 budak2 ni, sebab kecik sangat..tapi melawan gak budak2 ni.dak, tak mau mengaku.kata mane ader.mane ade. dengaq kata aku nak report polis terus cabut. haila.. children nowdays are so advance la..scary.

preety oh my..

my oh my, why oh why.

smile oh why you ain't smile.

cry oh why you always hold.

spit just say oh what's holding you.

try and pry never say why.

again,

cos the one you have now ain't there for last.

the match-making in heaven.

10 soalan ciplak

1.Kenapa Tarzan tidak mempunyai jambang?

2.Kenapa juruterbang Kamikaze memakai topi keledar?

3.Kita tahu kelajuan cahaya, apakah kelajuan kegelapan?

4.Kenapa ada istilah ‘tidur seperti bayi’ sedangkan bayi akan terjaga setiap 2 jam?

5.Kenapa pembakar roti di’rumah kita mempunyai setting untuk suhu yang tinggi sehingga mampu menghanguskan roti?

6.Kenapa lampu peti ais hanya ada dalam ruang sejuk, bukan ruang sejuk beku?

7.Kenapa irama lagu A,B,C,D,E,F,G… dan Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star sama?

8.Kenapa kita sering menekan butang lif lebih dari sekali?

9.Kenapa kita tekan butang remote lebih kuat walaupun kita tahu bateri hampir habis?

10.Kenapa anda mula berfikir untuk 9 soalan di’atas yang tidak sesekali membawa apa-apa perubahan?

makanan disini

ubi kayu cicah sambai ikan bilis ngan ikan sepat masin. mkn ramai2 dalam satu pinggan mmg menambahkan perisa.mkn di open house.so heaven. sebab dapat rasa pedas manis masin dgn secukupnya.klau kt kedah makan ngn nyok or gula. pon sedap. tp xda rasa pedas2 manja la.

p/s: papadom is soo damn boring. 2 hours and what did i get? hmmm..ntahla.nak kata lawak sikit sgt yang aku gelak berkualiti.nak kata sedih xmeremang pon bulu mata. but khiriah was the saviour in this film though her scenes were so little. mcmnala filem ni bole menang award byk sgt..

the unborn feeling

never existed.
never been seen.
tears and laugh are no where near.
hard to feel when nothing is touched.
the big lost snatched everything real.
words gasp to be heard but.
where are you.
ended in silent.
living me with mixing thoughts.