yes i do

i miss him.
and this is the least i could do.
wish for the best out of this impetus.

not in the best moment.

im stress out rite now. really in a bad aura. miss her so badly. more than anything else.
this will be the last time. try to get rid everything that will remind me of the memories.
need my ecstasy..merah. but you just so far away. im so addicted to you.to your smile, your giggle, your mumbling sound, your firm round cuddling flesh, your cry.its just you who can shut my world behind me. who can conceal all the craze. bury the black hole. your cry will drown out the whimpering sound inside me.
will settle everything tomorrow. n tomorrow will be a fresh start. new way. new dream. new target. new direction..but the same old me surrounded with the typical dull background. i m bored, torn down, helplessly missing something.
mixed up with almost everthing.

Bestfren

If you could give me the exact word to define a bestfriend.
Loyal?
What do you mean by loyal?
Seriously?
Never you downtalk behind her back?
Pleased with every small problem she turn to you to?
Always a vacant shoulder to be lean on to?
Never run out if money when needed?
Call her now and then.
Share ups and downs.
Now, I really need to know it now.