anonymous

i was literally anonymous for 15 years.
but somehow my parents managed to put me through all the education systems. i was officially rusputih when i was 15. i got my first Ic when i was 17.
why?? its all happened because of my name. my mom wanted to name me russhatiroh(my younger sister was named after this name) and my dad wanted rusputih. so they left me anonymous for a year before they two reached the decision to name me rusputih. by that time, it was to late. the officer put "tiada bernama" on my birth cert because of the late registration. i only knew that when i was 13. i used to be mad at my parents because all of these. but now i'm grateful for this just add 1 more chapter to my short life.

i just love maryam and azizah, salmah perhaps. tapi dia nak ka? nnt tak pasai2 tak bernama pulak anak aku.

penyusah tanpa rasa bersalah

penyusah tanpa rasa bersalah..
budak manja yang suka mengambil kesempatan yg memudahkan diri sendiri,
kau bijak memanipulasikan kelebihan dan kebaikan orang demi kesenangan peribadi,
kau putar kau belit kau selit demi niat yang tersembunyi,
asal kau boleh senang angkat kaki berlari,
samseng dengan cara yang senyap biar orang memberi,
tanpa nampak beriya iya mengemis menyusun jari,
ingat orang tak sedar buat tak peduli.
nanti bila sampai masa kau ambil kesempatan lagi,
ingat sampai bila kau nak kena caci berkati-kati dalam hati,
sebab nak bagi tau takut nanti kau terasa cabut lari.
sapa pulak nak bodek kami hari-hari...

kalau nak senang
jangan susahkan orang.

dari aku yang sering tak puas hati dengan kau si penyusah tanpa rasa bersalah!!!

Money

I know not much about money.. But one thing for sure: money makes you do things you dont wanna do!
Not that i hate teaching, but i love other things more. But i cant quit teaching cos i need the money and i kind of like teaching a bit!
If i dont need money tht much, i will pursue my long lost dreams! I need money for now.

Katie Melua - No Fear of Heights

i love this song..