Peludah warna

Peludah Warna

Kuasa gusar kini menggelegak murka;
warna kuning diisytihar racun terbisa.
Diragutnya baju-T segeram tenaga
dan diumum itulah busana bahaya.

Tapi, kita jahit semula perca kain,
menjadikannya panji terindah dan tulen.
Warna kuning yang teramat tenang dan syahdu
kita kembalikan damai ke dalam qalbu.

Kini cahaya mentari mungkin diramas
dan sinar kuningnya juga mungkin dicantas.
Memanglah mereka kini peludah warna
sedang menghimpun lendir kahak sebanyaknya.

Kerana nikmat amat lama berkuasa,
kuasa pun seolah menjadi hartanya.

A Samad Said

Inspiring qoute.

Ive been teaching the last or the second last classes since forever. Interms of teaching, i didnt do justice for them. I taught them just so they know the english words. Gave them less exercises, never gave them any homework( except in the first year of teaching) i did that because i know their level. At some point i just taught them little. Oh yes, i belittle them. Cos in my mind, that's the way they suppose to learn. Cause of their lower level in english.. Plus their lazy attitue, especially the boys. They hardly finished the simplest works i gave them, let alone the homework. Everytime i gave them extra exersices, the would mourn to death. And that was annoying. Cause i have to beg them to do the exercises. Sometime i even bribed them with chocolates. So, i reduce my aim in teaching; just make them finish the works no matter how. That will be a bless. And i was wrong cis :-
Treat a person as he is, and he will remain as he is. Treat him as he could be, and he will become what he should be.

So now, im slowly changing my mind set and my teaching methods. For a start, the extra class for pmr students. Ive been assigned to the lower proficiency studs.I'll try my best to make them pass this paper. Cos nobody believes they will. I donno how but i will try treating them as they could be. Wish me luck.

Alhamdulillah

Im much content with my life rite now. I might not get what i wanted but i am much grateful for all the great opportunities before me.
Terima kasih Allah. I pray hard please dont take what i have rite now especially all my loves one ya Allah. Oh please..
For you, i pray you will cerish your own joy, just be grateful for all the little things you have. and strive to achieve what you want.

Movin out again...

We're moving out again next week.
The old landlord wants his house back.
We will go back to zero.
No more beds, big tv, fridge..
No more 4 bedrooms.
Huge living room space..
No more space for pottering, planting, weeding for k.akma.
But i m grateful we found a new shelter.
Its not as good as the old one, but thank you.

father's month

this month is dedicated to all fathers in the world..
mine especially. everybody will claim that they have the coolest or the superst dad ever. my dad, is truly the coolest dad ever. as a child we always refer him as macGyver as he always did all the technical works. infact he way too much better that macgyver as he was just an actor. if i could,i will list down all the coolest and superb things he had done for us all these years. my nearest memory was of course my engagement dais.he did all by himself plus a help from anas.
as my little brother, bashir used to say : all of us just got a bit of dad's talents.
its true.he is the great designer, carpenter, plumber, cook, painter,, gardener, engineer, doctor, teacher, architect...... and most of all, he is the great dad ever.
here are some of the father's day qoutes
One father is more than a hundred Schoolemasters. ~George Herbert, Outlandish Proverbs, 1640
Dad, you're someone to look up to no matter how tall I've grown. ~Author Unknown


There's one sad truth in life I've found
While journeying east and west -
The only folks we really wound
Are those we love the best.
We flatter those we scarcely know,
We please the fleeting guest,
And deal full many a thoughtless blow
To those who love us best.
~Ella Wheeler Wilcox

last but not least:
He wasn't a hero,
Known by the world.
But a hero he was,
To his little girl.

Long drive.

Just reached from alor setar after a long drive yesterday..
Driving alone yer.. From alor setar to pontian. Departed at 650am and reached at 550 pm. More than 10hours. Bapak penat. i stopped at 4 rnr. N mostly slept at each rnr for half an hour..

Jawapan di sekitar..

Sekarang tengah musim peperiksaan pertengahan tahun..
Meniru jangan cakapla budak2 ni. Panjang ja lehiaq budak2 ni tengok jawapan sebelah. Yang bawak buku teks jangan sebutla. Sebesaqbesaq buku pon ko nak tiru.. Teknik2 menjawab yang cikgu2 ajar ko takmau praktik, teknik meniru juga yang dok berjalan. Nak kata tak penah tiru masa sekolah dulu rasanya sekali ja kot aku tiru. Tu pon kantoi. Saja nak try test market sebab geram tengok kawan2 lain selamba tiru. Paper pjk ja pon masa tingkatan 1. Pjk ni ko xjawab pon sapa peduli. Sekali kantoi rasa macam gelap dunia. Takut kena buang sekolah. Tu ja la ingatan aku tiru time exam kt sekolah. Tobat dah pastu tak tiru. Takot.
Tadi masa ronda baca la jawapan budak2 ni. Paper agama, soalan perkara2 yang membatalkan puasa. Sorang budak ni bole jawab: kentut dalam air.
Bila aku gelak dia marah pulak. Dia cakap teacher apa tau. Ajar bi. Yang member sebelah bole tambah, kentut dlm air batal la bukan makruh. Gelak lagi aku. Siap explain lagi bila lepas kentut ada ruang utk air masuk ruang tu. Batal la puasa. Huraian tu kira hampir2 la. Tp agak2 la kentut kot!!!! Pastu cakap aku tak belajaq agama ka kentut dlm air pon xtau batal. Budak2.. Ikut hampala..